Why There Is "IF" Appear...

Today is the toughest day I ever had in 2 semester... Fate? Anyone believe in fate? I always told myself "Fate And Stay"... But tht is not true... Everything in my life is not depends on fate.. Changes occur from many situation and position... Why...? No one can answer me... Bcos I'm the one who screw it up... Nothing can b more important & precious for me now, bcos someone is gone, bcos something has change... I cannot be like wat i use to be, I cannot get wat I really want, I cannot care & love who I really do care & love... Just a misunderstood from message, and this fucking tragedy happen... Wat have I done? No one would ever understand my downcast... Wats the worst thing could happen, damm... The pain is my heart is like piercing by thousand of blades...

If I can know u better... I would have make u mine...
If it wasnt my fault... We can be happy and lovely couple...
If my love came earlier... U wont be sad now...
If I can hold u tights... U wont be gone yesterday...
If there is no "If"... What can it be?

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It's All About Own & Being Own

Nowadays ppl always do wat thy think is right, but thy nvr think before thy act.. Those are some serious consequences in the society now.. Even in campus, in my living area, ppl always sarcastic each other, the words tht came out from their mouth is fill with needle and bone. Fuck, wat the fuck is going on, i always ask myself this.. Besides giving out comment, thy do think tht thy knew everything about u, telling u wat to do, order u to do, command u.. WHO THE FUCK DO U THINK U ARE? ok anyway, just wanna draw some attention from the others, let thm know wat thy've done, n be shame on urself.. =)

Time is getting late, the sky is getting dark, n my feeling is getting more down and down.. Wondering wat will be happen on tml, normally i dun think tht way, bcos i'm a lazy person who just like to sit and wait till tml and check tht out.. Being a slovently person like me is good enough, at least I wont like the others tht grow white hair tht fast.. I'm here to tell ppl who watch my blog..

It doesnt matter how hard u try.. At least we try...
It doesnt matter how old r u.. At least u live...
It doesnt matter if thr is no fren around u.. At least i'm still here with u...
It doesnt matter if we died.. At least ppl will rmb us...
It doesnt matter wat i'm telling u here.. At least i knw u care...
It doesnt matter wat ur answer is.. At least i'm hearing...
It doesnt matter if we cry.. At least thr is tears coming out...
It doesnt matter if u screwed up.. At least u're not fucked up!!

My Feelings?

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