Friday, October 30, 2009

Why There Is "IF" Appear...

Today is the toughest day I ever had in 2 semester... Fate? Anyone believe in fate? I always told myself "Fate And Stay"... But tht is not true... Everything in my life is not depends on fate.. Changes occur from many situation and position... Why...? No one can answer me... Bcos I'm the one who screw it up... Nothing can b more important & precious for me now, bcos someone is gone, bcos something has change... I cannot be like wat i use to be, I cannot get wat I really want, I cannot care & love who I really do care & love... Just a misunderstood from message, and this fucking tragedy happen... Wat have I done? No one would ever understand my downcast... Wats the worst thing could happen, damm... The pain is my heart is like piercing by thousand of blades...

If I can know u better... I would have make u mine...
If it wasnt my fault... We can be happy and lovely couple...
If my love came earlier... U wont be sad now...
If I can hold u tights... U wont be gone yesterday...
If there is no "If"... What can it be?

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5 comments:

  1. Sometimes things are difficult to predict.
    Sometimes u cannot get what u really want.
    This is life but don't be sad. It doesn't matter what u will get in the end, at least u express ur feeling..she wants u to be happy. Whenever u are or whatever u do she will always be there to be ur guardian angel.

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  2. Thanks... =) I hope she will be happy always too

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  3. But do u really know what will make her happy?

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  4. She will only feels happy when she is with you. Why cant you find her? She needs you.

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  5. Ian, be happy =)
    wujak~
    u can share anythg with me, like frens.

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